oh man... been thinking about the story i read... it somehow reminds me of the pass... dont know why... i think its just me... like wat mr loi would say... ''kik sim''... sighs... feeling shyty when i'm not thinking of anything else i think abt that fan fic... the female character in there is sum character huh...

haihz.. my calf, quads hurt like hell ... T.T... because of futsal yesterday... cramped at 4 difrent parts of the leg... for some reason.. i wanted to continue.. i did not want to be one of those guys who cramped n dunt play adey... so i did continue... but ocasianaly i had to get off for awhile.. its pulsating... argh... i had to stand the pain... sighs... ever heard of the phrase ''love makes u do crazy things''? u can here in that watsit cartoon.. Hercules... yea...

hmmm... i'm bored now.. i just realised each jay pic on the right >>>> is a story... fan fiction written by i think the person who desinged this blog i guess... i read the first one n i was hooked on to it from 12am until 3am.... it realy is a very nice story... i rarely read this sorta thing but this is so sad ....

stayed home after tuition yesterday to watch the golden melody awards.. what the hell man... wasted 7 hrs... and...YES.. it was actually 6+hrs long.... 5 to 11+...it should actualy be called the ancient golden melody awards... all the old n unknown people were there.... no hong kong stars at all... onlt a few... karen mok i think... jay was nominated fer abt 7 ... but didnt even win at all... all the old guys won it... bummer.... haihz... there were others... lee hom was nominated fer 3 awards... didnt win also.. jun jie wasnt nominated at all... jolin wasnt either.... so its like.. wtf o.O.... luo zhi xiang didnt go...T.T.... sad....

about today.... was another complete waste of time.. went to sunway... and there were so many lalalas.... so boring.... pffft... bloody bilabong... no bloody size or the design.. have to go sumwhere else to bloody buy it... T.T

u know.. me and a few used to think.. we were divided.... 2 sides... what was the difference between the ppl here n the other side.. now i know... the ppl here .. have no ... control... they are just ... wild in a way... childish still... only one thing on their mind.. to always piss people off... ppl on the other side... they're much more.. peaceful.. nice... arrogant at times... the people here are 24/7 arrogant... snobbish... and only care for themselves or thier closer frenz... only a few.. that are still... u know... hangin on there.. sighs... how i wish... ppl like this.. would just... find something better to do... then being such asses... sorry to say but.. i just cant stand it anymore.. at first.. i tot it was funny... they must be just doing it for fun.. now its just geting anoyin.. haiz...

i failed add maths...T.T... no surprises there.... 25... 1/4 of the paper..tsk~!... after football... i went over to sc 2 n 3 to ...f~e~a~s~t...lol... my freegin class no bloody party... haihz.. useless cls teacher... i brought only 7 bucks... i told jren to go and join the others... but no... he decided to go n get pissed off and think i just dunwanna chip in.... go die la... lazy to layan him already... from now on i'll just let him piss off to himself..

practicaly spend the whole day at sunway today... it was ok after all... swam here and there... had to make li wen hold my spects... actualy... wasnt planning to go near the water...until muff n keong dragged n tempted me to go.. ran to buy this really cool bilabong surf pants thingy.. 100+ only.. prob gonna buy more one day... hmmm.... lets see... whatelse happened today... nothing.....walked alot... now my legs are fried.... the bloody floor damn HOT... sizzling.. i think can cook my foot if i stand for at least 30 mins... crazy hot.... >.<..... Jolin's new songs are da best man.. <> all damn nice... of course got more la.. go buy... its damn nice... and the best part.. its not written r composed by jay chou.... shows shes hard working now...

came back from Jolins concert... it was alrighht.... even though i was like RIGHT INFRONT OF HER... heheheh.... she was wearing really nice..heheh..... but her thighs.. go celulite... >.<... i was shocked.. T.T.... but i liker the guest performer... dunno the name.. but accordin to some ppl ...they say his hot n damn goodlooking... for me.. he can dance... and his so cool...lol.... and the met steph , li tim n his er...cousin...yea... so anyways... we ditched them n went back to the hotel... after that.... sleep la then..haihz.... hehehe.... i got some stuff there too..... nothing much left.. so...yea.... ciaoz..

First of, i got 42 for perdagangan... 3 marks more to a pass ...bummer... then the rest...did better then expected... phew~ secondly..relief..

sighs...... so it seems football's going my way now... i like what i'm playing... i mean... i'm now glad that... football is now not on my mind.. something has been troubling me a lot lately... sighs.. ''my feelings are swallowed up... not letting them out again'' ... principe? sat in the shower... couldnt stp thinking about the wrong i have done... sins... heheh... typical...

oh...today moral...was ok... but the best thing was football... i am so dam happy... i manage to control n drile like i wanted too... it was so... it felt damn good... now i know... nutmeg jeff... dribbled pass him a lot actualy... kayson also... ooo... i'm so happy....

lately... i have only 3 things on my mind.. one is how am i gonna play the next time i play football.... been thinkin about it like.. alot man.... trying to find ways to get pass people... practically... it worked for me today.. i've decided to play attacker.. therefor... i'll prob move one space up... DMF... defending midfielder.. its like so perfect for me... i just wanna train on pace now..

2nd thing on my mind lately.. my pride... studies especialy.. i gotto do batter for everything if add maths is not on my side.. i must get top 2 at least in commerce..no matterwat... >.^

last thing leh.... is... sigh... very troubling... i guess its coming back to haunt me..........i'm sorry..

so the time of the exam week is concluding... everything will be over soon.. the hols are coming to... jolins coming to...oo.. everythin is going so fine...till exam results comes out that is.... i got 50/100 fer math paper 2 man... 2nd highest hahah... keong of course the highest... 63... n min tat the lowest... no not 0... but 1/100.....hahah.... sighs...wat a pity... science i only got 22 over 30 man... so shity... pdgn paper 2 didnt really do that bad..mange to answer around 85 percent of the paper... tomorow will be the last paper...moral.... for the science students... g'lck to yall...

gag... today was hell for add m3.. just wat i was expecting.. barely finihshed the paper.. did atound half of the paper only.. sighs.. science was easy!!... my fav subjext now.... that is among the 9 subjects....of course behind english.... it seems jolins new songs are very nice indeed... specialy ... that song is so lovely... n the video clip is so.... ''nice'' not in a horny kinda way... thats the 2nd song mv...thats the one thats sizzlin hot... hehhe...

sighs... i cant get top 33 or probably 5 in commerce thatnks to addm3 n m3.. thats y i gotta do best for the rest of the subs if cant do well in those two subs... haih.. means i've gotta start studying more again... usualy i'd do it to satisfy my dad n mom... now pride is at stake... grrr.... cant wait fer jie lun's new album to come out.... hope its as good as the rest..

o well ... gona eat dinner now... n then prepare for pdgn paper 2... dum~dum~dum.... ^.^

been studying 3 diffrent subjects today... abt 3 hrs only... gonna continue... but the mood just insnt there... i'm worried abt the 3 subs tomorow... especialy addm3s... dmn... i just need to pass it.. but if it is harder then maths... then how the hell do i pass? T.T... pro evo 4 is like.... dam cheating man..specificaly the chalsea team.. i cant beat them as easy as the others.... petr cech is so dam good ... i shoot 2-3 times he can ssave so many man.. heheh... but luckily.. i prove that bastard wrong by beating chelsea with one of those lousy teams.. (madrid) 7-2... muahahah... seriously... madrid...if u dunno how to use em..they really suk... all thier players are like slow... u ave to play passes.. blegh.... suddenly talk abt football... how abt in school? hmmm... its not going to well with the exams... guess i'll have to work extra harder with finals.... hmmm... i guess... its really hard to pretend hating...

ooo.. i got this bracelet sorta thingy.. i engraved sumthing onit.. i told sbeng that its an item of loyalty.. heheh... he kept on saying... ''i knew it,...'' heheh... i guess his rite...

argh...first week of exams didnt go so well as usual... T.T lucky if i'd pass maths, sej n econs... have to prepare for add m3 pdgn n science.. football today wasnt that bad for me... i attacked alot n got hold of the ball the most in my time playing football.... just to release tensio.. to tired to study... prob starting agan tomorow.. something damn ironic hapend.. damit... sighs...i'm having weird dreams lately.. why!? T.T ... he must keep on reminding me huh... cant leave me alone... i want out... forget it... but.. if i escape thoughts of it.. it'll come back at me in my sleep.. its so sad.. i hope it ends .. its realy depresing.. sighs... after next week... i'll be so glad... going to jolins concert..the week later..gonna catch star wars... woohoo~

wishing to return to the past to undo a mistake..

so .... seems thats there isnt much to do now but prey for the exams... history... blegh... read a few pages n then off to the piano or do something else... econs also... at least i know a few things i didnt know last time.. heheh... hmm.. wore pink today.. weird... felt real weird... funny.. first time i wore such a colour... n yes it felt weird... for me at least... lets see... for this exam..i'm only gonna target 5 subs.. addm3, m3, econs, pdgn n sej.. the rest...not really bothered...hhahah....... but it would be interesting tthough if i got good grades for ALL of em... at the rate i'm going... it seems unlikely... ugh.. dinner was horrible... went to that thai place.. waited for 30min.. n nothing.. not even plates of peanuts on d table.. in the end.. my dad just say stand n leave.. i was first to get out... fucking restraunt... y open with such 'nice' services...grrrr... o well... gonna sleep at.. hmm.. 5am... after the manutd n rmadrid match..lol..

ever had that feeling... where you just wanna sleep ...and wake up feeling everything that just happened .... wasnt real...? things nowadays are just so messed up... so many misunderstandings.... so many fake stuff going on... in the end... sighs...

ugh.. just extracted 2 of my teeth... and my lower jaw is fnaly waking up from its numbness... thats sad...ainit... cant eat somemore.. T.T... GITA didnt come to school today... nd our add maths is like...just started the coordinate geometry... shoot~! ... blegh... break time was funny... so damn pissed.. punched a large object and said... if only there was food ... then i went down.. i saw................................... FOOD~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so shocking.. finaly could eat again...usualy always the canteen ran out of food... least that time... i manage to eat...phew~

i bought guang liang, jolin n FIR's new albums... n the most disapointin ... jolin.. almost all her songs are like.... omg like that... but fIR... the best man... usualy any album...3-4 songs i hate.. in this case... 1 song dunt really like... been listening to it.. cool songs.... cant wait for the new jay album to come out.. it'll be so nice.. sighs..

blegh...its a sunday... which means tomorow....there is school...and the worst day of the week.... but... ITS A HOLIDAY!!!! thats the good part...lol... play futsal on monday.. which...is...yea... tomrow... cant wait... the only crappy part...is there is school the next day....exams around the corner... qian nian zhi lian... is very nice man.. cool song.... by fir.... watelse...lets see...lol.....nothing much to talk abt today.....today just whizzed by like...so fast.... just helped my dad wash the cars... later were going to the curve... hmmmz...o wel..