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HELOOOOOO!!! I AM RETARDED!!! =D

the start of a (and i m sure) a bitter sweet 2 week holiday.. back to holidays again.. now aint that great?? i'm sure lots are saying HOORA HOORA~!!! hahah.. yawn.. it might pass by in a jeef.. but to me.. its gonna be like .. a really loooooooooooong time.. 2 weeks.. seems shorter than 4 weeks.. why ah??

anyone heard of maroon 5's Cant Stop?? hahaha.. ''....making love with my pillow....'' 0.o

Watched POC3 yesterday.. entertaining yet alil boring at times.. maybe.. OMG I"M LISTENING TO THAT SONG - infatuation.. hahahahah.. ok anyways.... yea.. i'm going to court tomorrow... ^^

i know i know i know.. think watever u want babe.. heheheh.. i wont care anymore too..

Why do people try
why do people care
How can they tell who's who
with all the masks

No one tells the truth
But no one is quite lying
some are left behind
Alone..Sick .. and Dying

Some connive and cheat
Some lie and steal
Others are honest and sweet
And others hardly real

Yet we will all march on
Into a future unknown
Some will be left behind
Dying..Sick.. and Alone


..i so happen.. came across this.. after reading many.. i'm just happy i found this.. i'm just sad that i cant express this in better form.. or can i.. ? hehe..

readin this again.. hahah.. i can feel angry.. yet.. sad.. ahh... hahah..sighs.. oh well.. i end today.. with ..

''I shall return into silence, sorrow and despair..
counting the tears..
every drop..
a part of my sanity is taken away..
cometh the hour where i shall no longer...''

tiring.. simply tiring.. i'm tired.. so so tired.. ok i'll shut up about the tiring thing.. futsal la.. cant blame me right? sri KL arent that hard to beat after all.. we were just unprepared.. hah.. oh well...

u know.. most of the time when i choose to update this thing.. its normally when i'm angry or depress about sumthing.. but then again.. i dont post everything.. on the blog.. ;) this time i'm happy.. i know on the 11th of June.. when i receive ma exams papers its not gonna be that great.. i'm just waiting for a knife to come through... ugh.. screw maths.. i have to buck up next term.. legals?? f*** that.. i'll definitly read like hell starting next term.. i promise..

i'm happy today.. i just seem to dont have any problems... haha.. besides my subjects which are going downhill.. somehow or rather.. i'll know i'll be able to save myself.. i'm so sure of it..

tomorrow is english... thurs is accounts.. n fri is er.. er.. econs.. SCREW THIS 2 SUBS man... i'm like taking 4 of my most not interested subs.. blegh.. if only there was a course offering.. er.. Drawing.. Econs ok la.. important for the future.. English.. everyone needs it man.. haha...Biz Math? but not so diff la.. b!tch.. n n n n .. er.. FREE PERIOD!!! ah.. that'll be heaven in college man..

MY AIRCOND still blows out hot air... shyt.. haihz.. hot la.. .

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its just so nice to see u so pitiful.. its just cute la wei.. ;) i know u're reading this. . buahah

This is getting annoying.. i've lost count of the days... yes.. i'm still without a proper Internet connection.. i hate (hate is a strong word.. i'm USING it.. ) to use this computer.. without the proper comfort and privacy of my own room.. he hasnt come back since that 'beautiful' day.. haha.. nearly a month now.. god..

anyway.. this years birthday can indeed beat last years..

sorry to know that u were just an act..

had the best one so far.. yet again he wasnt there... ah.. great AND memorable eh..

2 weeks later.. i'm sittin here.. trying to figure out half of what's coming out for the accounts assignment.. then i started thinking again.. they're really annoying~ i've been reading peoples blogs.. i've been talking to people.. alot of people... i just cant get it, why they think and talk like this.. what happened to modesty? where is all the humble-ness gone too?? hehehe.. i think to myself.. at least... i'm not associated with them.. thats a good thing.. duh..

enough of my pointless crap?? yea.. i guess so too.. my chest hurts.. it does.. pain killers mmmmmmm..... strudles... mmmmmm.... i hope everyone i love is exactly what i hope and expect .. and not like the 'others'.. that'll be so sad if it were true.. another reason for me to laugh ..

just realised.. i've not updated since the 19th.. cant blame me eh?? typing with the psp is like asking me to push a car up a hill...

for how long can the dog put up with the masters abuse before it eventually bites back?.. at least the skies my limit when it comes to patience.. abit of exaggeration .. but nearly there.. ;)