phew finaly.. i mangaged to get online.. and blogger finaly loaded.. last time.. it was either because i was just to lazy to update.. or just nothing to blog about.. now the connection isnt really setting the right mood..

if u all read the newspaper today.. something about the connection facing loads of probs because of the quake in taiwan.. omg.. i wonder how jay chou n jolin are doing.. hahaha... is anyone facing such problems?? hmm.. i wont know.. my connections always crap.. sighs..

ok.. this is was i realised lately about my posts.. is even annoys me just reading my own posts.. almost at the very end of every sentence.. i would go.. ''haha''.. i dont know if it annoyed you.. but it did annoy me.. wat the hell.. i m annoying my ownself.. whats wrong with me!!! blegh..

so... i did something.. i've never did before.. i've never imagined myself doin this.. i..i.. bought anime!!!! omfg.. not just any anime.. but an anime which is like 5 years. old.. >,< GUNDAM W!!!! hahah wats wrong with that?? i told Nigel.. and he was like... --'' ... his usual face.. JKJKJK dont get pissed off now.. smiles secretly~* anyway.. half way through.. i still cant believe i bought it.. T,T i always had a fascination over those gigantic robots.. i used to buy those plastic models.. the DIY ones.. so cool.. and last week.. i got another one.. i was just to darn bored.. blegh.. oh well.. at least.. i did something. i had too.. keke so .. does anyone wanna see the plastic Gundam!!!??!!?!?? buahahha too bad.. here it is..


i heard there wont be a countdown this year.. coz of hari raya haji.. anyone interested to celebrate it nyway??hahaha.. omg.. i did it again.. oh well.. habit habit~!! next weeks the start of the new education year.. kekekke.. goodluck to all the form 3s n form 5s .. n the new peeps enterin secondary.. ah.. too bad i'll be missin first day of skewl.. the vibe is always so exciting~!! orientation finished at 1pm on the wednesday.. i might just pay SSG a visit aih~!! remmeber~

finaly.. this thing finaly loaded.. damn piece of crap phew~~~

hahah.. hello peeps.. i finaly updated eh.. well thats all folks~~~ ;)
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jk la.. haha merry christmas peeps.. shout out to ya'all.. haha..

so i have returned from penang... haha... the 4 day trip.. was.. ok la.. haha.. got to knowmore people at least.. the fun part was all those times we played water polo.. haha.. the beach was annoying.. dunno y.. i just felt like saying its annoying.. haha.. so exciting man.. i finaly managed to convinced all 12 of them.. to build.. SAND CASTLES!! haha.. so we built a quite-an-impressive-if-i-say-so-myself castle.. haha .. fort more like it.. i would have took a pic.. but .. i din have it then.. so... TOO BAD.. hahah.. the bus rides to gurney was ..ugh.. dont get me started.. the next time i go there i better drive.. got the comfort of my own car.. haha.. music la.. no sand flying onto the face.. perfect heheh.. the worse part of the trip.. joe waited so long n paid 5.50 for a burnt plate of char kuey teow.. would u get a load of that bs???? useless.. hahah oh well.. later during the nights.. we all bought alcohol baby!!! hahah.. boss vodka.. n nigel recomended mixin with coke n joe said mix with sprite.. well..sprite tasted better nigel.. hah.. joe got wasted..lol.. i survived till my 5th cup.. then i knock out.. nextmornin.. me n joe.. went to the beach to see the sunrise.. gay hor.. hahaha.. no la.. we tried to dig a 7 ft hole.. i'd be lying if i said we succeded hahah.. well.. it turned out to be a .. 2 ft hole.. T,T... haihz...thank god for my sansa n psp.. or not i'd probably die on the bus of boredom hhahah... on the way back i had to hold my piss in.. u know how torturing that is.. ahhhhh... geramnya.. hahah

my toe still black since futsal last week .. T,T.. ugly sight.. haha

oh well.. merry christmas again to all of u.. especialy.. to u .. n u .. n u.. ;)

PROM 2k6

well.. proms past n history.. want my honest review of the night??? haha seriously..the venue was ... bad.. compared to last years.. the hall was so small.. 1/4 of last years i think.. i shouldnt talk about this haha.. props to myra though for ortganizing.. it aint easy doing wat she did.. cant blame her nyways.. any one who has pictures please please share em..haha after party sucked.. it was a mess.. ahah we werent allowed in.. actualy i can go in la.. just the rest all small kid haha.. so we stood out there for 1 hour in the blazing hot sun.. moon i meant.. haha.. marv paid 20 bucks.. jockey just to wait n sweat for 1 hr.. hahaha too bad fishy.. after much discussion.. we decided to go.. MAMAK!! hahaha.. in formal wear.. wow.. imagine the site.. hahah.. blegh.. joe won prom king.. Li wen won prom queen.. sweet la.. haha they danced.. only both of them.. sweet la.. hahah. --,'' naim won mr hot stuff.. hah.. i won mr outgoing!!! watever that is.. friendly person.. thats wat ppl tell me.. haha.. oh wells.. another nite passes.. boredom arrives.. hahahaihz..

ahh.. hmm...

so.. i signed in my msn.. n i recieved this email from sum1.. whilst reading through.. i find some of them to be really true.. haha.. check it out... and see if you're really the baby born to that month.. ;)

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------

pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet
someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance
your personality.

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
new and realize that you are a perfect match.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you
repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
new love in 8 days.

------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themself and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the
next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have an a very attractive
partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You
have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
will meet someone that may possibly become
oneof your closest friends, if you repost this in 5
minutes.

----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody
and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at
times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your reputation will boost someway in
the next 12 days


------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins, someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will
not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost
in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming
up sometime this month.

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to
dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive. [A hott new guy/girl will catch your eye
& you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if
you repost in 5min]

holidays.. blegh..

holidays.. blegh..

oh my.. SPM is more then a week over.. now isnt that a beautiful sentence.. haha... oh well.. SSG is over.. after 11 years.. leaving that place is like moving to a new house man.. ahh.. we'll be back for sure.. at least for me.. ;) unlike PMR n UpSR.. the feeling of the last paper.. is somewhat.. different.. PMR was like.. once u shaded no80.. n checked everything for KH paper.. u stand up.. and head toward the door.. and as u place your hand on the door knob.. and see the first glimer of light.. that feeling was ... u juniors have to experience it for yourselves haha.. but spm.. wasnt so 'the same'... it was more of.. oh well.. finished.. stand .. leave.. open the door.. n ''hey.. where u going now... ok follow u'' like that kinda feeling.. hmm.. must be just me eh.. so anyways.. for the past week.. i've been around.. played futsal.. jolin concert.. goin to tailors to check out stuff.. drivin.. shoppin.. playin.. and.. its just so boring!! not the jolin part at least..

talking about JOlINS concert this time.. honestly for me.. it is a lil disappointing.. maybe its just me not liking the weather n the environment .. or maybe because this time.. i wasnt 5 meters away from her like last time.. but i found the bass really disturbing.. it was too much.. i was at jays concert.. nearer to the speakers.. and his bass wasnt AS LOUD as hers.. the crazy thing was.. I was probably 50 meters away from the speakers.. n my heart n the floor was thumping.. as usuall she started of with those super flexible moves.. seems those yoga classes paid off haha.. n then .. the beginning was kinda slow.. her ballads.. figures.. n it started pumping up when she did a number in black .. n she was hot!! haha.. n she did a few cute moves.. OMG.. i should have brought a camera.. hmm.. i'd just conlude that.. last year.. i left the concert.. feeling rather sad.. to see her leave.. but this year.. i was looking forward to just leaving.. i'm not anti jolin or anything.. nothing much against her.. just.. hmm.. seems different..

futsal was terrible man.. i was aiming to really really whack the ball with full force.. instead.. i took my own toes out.. can u imagine whacking the floor with full force with your toes.. its crazy man.. if just juggling a ball with your feet can coz u to bruise (sum1 said so) then try kicking the FLOOR!! ARGHH!!!! nightmare.. i was limping off man.. T,T as for today.. i went to KLCC with joe,muff,shirlz,keong n josh.. to buy their suits for prom.. prom is indeed confirmed at pacific regency.. its not a bad place as a matter of fact.. check it out.. i think the sites www.pacific-regency.com.. thanks emms.. haha..

Maslow's primary contribution to psychology is his Hierarchy of Human Needs. Maslow contended that humans have a number of needs that are instinctoid, that is, innate. These needs are classified as "conative needs," "cognitive needs," and "aesthetic needs." "Neurotic needs" are included in Maslow's theory but do not exist within the hierarchy.

Maslow assumed our needs are arranged in a hierarchy in terms of their potency. Although all needs are instinctive, some are more powerful than others. The lower the need is in the pyramid, the more powerful it is. The higher the need is in the pyramid, the weaker and more distinctly human it is. The lower, or basic, needs on the pyramid are similar to those possessed by non-human animals, but only humans possess the higher needs.

The first four layers of the pyramid are what Maslow called "deficiency needs" or "D-needs:" the individual does not feel anything if they are met, but feels anxious if they are not met. Needs beyond the D-needs are "growth needs," "being values," or "B-needs." When fulfilled, they do not go away; rather, they motivate further."

The base of the pyramid is formed by the physiological needs, including the biological requirements for food, water, sex,air, and sleep.

Once the physiological needs are met, an individual can concentrate on the second level, the need for safety and security. Included here are the needs for structure, order, security, and predictability.

The third level is the need for love and belonging. Included here are the needs for friends and companions, a supportive family, identification with a group, and an intimate relationship.

The fourth level is the esteem needs. This group of needs requires both recognition from other people that results in feelings of prestige, acceptance, and status, and self-esteem that results in feelings of adequacy, competence, and confidence. Lack of satisfaction of the esteem needs results in discouragement and feelings of inferiority.

Finally, self-actualization sits at the apex of the original pyramid.

In 1970 Maslow published a revision to his original 1954 pyramid , adding the cognitive needs (first the need to acquire knowledge, then the need to understand that knowledge) above the need for self-actualization, and the aesthetic needs (the needs to create and/or experience beauty, balance, structure, etc.) at the top of the pyramid. However, not all versions of Maslow's pyramid include the top two levels.

Maslow theorized that unfulfilled cognitive needs can become redirected into neurotic needs. For example, children whose safety needs are not adequately met may grow into adults who compulsively hoard money or possessions. Unlike other needs, however, neurotic needs do not promote health or growth if they are satisfied.

Maslow also proposed that people who have reached self-actualization will sometimes experience a state he referred to as "transcendence," in which they become aware of not only their own fullest potential, but the fullest potential of human beings at large. He described this transcendence and its characteristics in an essay in the posthumously published The Farther Reaches of Human Nature.(taken from wikipedia.. think my eng so good meh hha)


But here is my Hierarchy of Needs..

You cant leave me ..

i saw this really big building.. it was surrounded by bush.. u know those kind of garden bush thing haha.. it was brilliant.. there was clear glassed windows.. and i was curious of course.. i decided to take a risk and climbed over the wall.. i sneaked around the house.. and i could see pictures of you in the building.. i continued to sneak around to see whether u were there.. and suddenly.. this big guy.. with a grey beard appeared.. he was watering the plants around the house.. i was shocked.. so i said.. hi uncle? haha.. he looked at me and said who are you? i intro-ed myself.. and the next q he asked was.. why her.. i have so many other children.. i was like.. huh? waht the.. I told him the same answer i told everyone else.. shes so perfect.. and u appeared.. he asked me another q.. but before i could catch his q.. u pulled me away.. and went into the house.. amazingly... the whole house suddenly filled up with people i dont know.. we sat down at a round table.. u opened an envelope with a picture of red dog.. sort of in a cartoonish way.. coloured in red crayon.. there were chinese words on it.. and that man was still looking at me.. from outside.. and he disappeared .. we disappeared.. it was like we got transported to some hilly place.. on an old gigantic suspension bridge over a fast current river.. u were walking away from me... the bridge was old and was in such bad condition that if u walked on a wrong plank it might just collapse.. a kid fell from the bridge.. u jumped after her.. everyone around turned and looked.. i jumped in after too.. and all i could find was your spectacles.. we appeared at the house again.. and i was crying.. and he looked at me .. and.. I woke up.. a crazy dream..

please.. i'm going crazy.. you cant leave me behind.. dont walk away.. dont turn your back on me.. it hurts to see u do that.. please..