its that moment isnt it.. where everyone starts thinking... their thoughts up there screwing around with their hearts.. and emotions begin to start colliding.. sighs

this is my extended 2 cents worth...

I can still rememeber the day me, marv n sai beng stepped into the premises of the college.. we went to student services to inquire about the course we were about to enrol ourselves in.. Taylors Business Foundation.. yea.. i was about to take that step.. but this person we were talkin to talked us out of it... we enroled in SAM instead...

so then the first week we were in this class k2 wassit? haha... there is where we met SUTESH!! yeap.. he was friendly.. really.... but we couldnt stand the sight of the IT-ness of the subject.. and thus we left to venture in to the sad realm of Legals... thats where with a little persuasion i managed to drag JOEZ along and thats when we all went in to L1.. At first i didnt not think much... my first thoughts that went through my mind were nothing more than what i always percieved at first... i'm glad that perception is far from right.. some people i have met this year... have just made me change my whole view on people... how they act and react to different responses..and funny it is that some responses have been for pure pleasure and entertainment.. to my own personal views at least... its been awesome to how they managed to put up with my constant pestering and rubbish over the course of this 10 months.. seems some have proved me wrong... there are those who are different out there...

i'm glad..

I always had this thought in my head.. that always bugged me everytime i meet new people... time was never on my side.. i m sure to most of us... one year was definitly a time TOO little.. this especialy happens to me all the time.. I'm used to it.. but for some reason... i find it really disturbing to think that we only have a few days left... and to think that all of you will only be more than mere memories after a decade is really heartbreaking... on my part.. i'm definitly gonna try (at least this time) to keep in contact with those who've received a ''a tear from heaven''...

props out and many shouts to a few... Colin... Crystal... Jean... Jeen.. King... Carlye... Del... just to name a few.... thanks to you guys.. i have always found a reason to even think about goin to college.. This whole year has definitly been an up n down process for me.. its been a great experience.. my thoughts of you all will definitly linger in my mind for many years to come.. as all of you have lit up my college life..

(trying my best to be cheesey, corney, n watever u may call it.. haha.. sighs)

after a few brief moments with a friend.. after our conversation.. sighs.. I thought back.. and i just...


i realised.. u won't really know wat u had till u know its really gone.. i hate it when that statement became true... blegh... its annoying.. there is barely a month left and it'll be over.. this experience in SAM has been a whirlwind.. how else could i describe it?? so many great times.. so many sucky ones too.. sighs... no regrets though.. no regrets changin to L1.. no regrets taking SAM.. none..

ahh.. its just so... i dont even know what to say.. no ideas coming in ... to describe... sighs.. I remember ... I was always asked this question... if u could travel back in time... what would U do..?? that answer was always the same.. then again... what doesnt kill u really makes u stronger eh??i guess .. i just gotta live on that from now..




there I go again.. with the sighs.. who am i kiddin...

slander

ah... I've not woken up from bed feeling this relieved after a week of exams...

yeap.. that's probably whats freegin me out now.. its gonna be a repeat of that looooong moment of abscence from ed like after spm isnt it?? except it wont be 2 months?? 8 months to be precise.. ugh...


u know.. its kinda... not me.. to be bloggin.. but .. i heard from a friend.. after so long.. y do u care about what people think? .. it kinda relates..

point is..

well.. the truth is.. i dont.. n i do.. contradicting isnt it.. but yea.. its just.. i used to not care.. but when the people i care 4.. are falling to lies.. i start to get annoyed.. yes... annoyed.. not depressed.. coz... it really shows.. what I really mean to them... as an individual to be judged from utter nonsense.. words coming out from the mouths of the people who are non existent to me.. enough..??? i wont want to continue.... lets see how long this goes on.. heheh

anyways.. was goin through some old stuff.. and this is waht i found.. i find this amusing.. my dad said.. ''ask u to produce work.. instead crap.. '' hahaha.. the nerve the teacher asked me to REDO.. hmmph... i remmeber writing alot of crap in the past.. even now.. !! lol