what do u think?? any of it true?? hahah

The Taurus..

Patient, Reliable, Warmhearted, Loving, Persistent, Determined, Placid and Security Loving Imaginative, Sensitive, Compassionate, Kind, Selfless, Unworldly, Intuitive and Sympathetic

Jealous, Possessive, Resentful, Inflexible, Self-Indulgent and Greedy Escapist And Idealistic, Secretive And Vague, Weak-Willed And Easily Led

Taureans love pleasure and material gain. For them the outcome is all that matters, and it only matters if they have gained. They are physically sensual and tender, and love to bask in excess. Their ultimate pursuit is "the good life" in every sense of the phrase.

Like the bull that represents them, Taureans are often seen as stubborn. However, what some see as stubbornness is actually the Taurean's will to stay their chosen course to reach their goals. Bulls are pragmatic and dependable, and left to trudge along at their own speed usually attain that which they seek.

Being born in the House of Venus, it really should come as no surprise these self-indulgent pleasure seekers are also great lovers of the arts and all things beautiful. They need to be surrounded by beauty to be happy. Taureans also value tradition, stability and loyalty. At times they may be very sentimental, emotional. Conversely, there is nothing impractical about the slightly conservative Taurean. They are not risk takers. Nor are they likely to fall for get rich quick schemes. While the ways of the stable Taurean may not suit others, they ensure these Bulls will find the earthly rewards they seek.

The Taurean In Love:
Taureans are deeply romantic and very loyal. They value the harmony a happy home life creates. They will go to extremes to keep their mate happy, which, when it comes to love, is no sacrifice to the sensuous Bull. The Taurean need for the good life is equaled by their need to share that life with someone special.

Sexually, Taureans are straightforward and down-to-earth. A no-nonsense approach is favored and too much verbalizing or complex fantasizing is not a Taurean trait. This does not mean they are not capable of feeling love. Indeed, the depth of a Taurean's passion may not be understood by others. Music or other forms of sensual, non-verbal expression will strike a chord in the Taurean nature. Very faithful to friends and family, Taureans prefer long-lasting relationships and seek to build strong alliances, although they can be misled by their sensual natures, especially when young.

I am.. pissed.. I am singing halelujah.. I am looking down.. wat do i feel?? i am so clueless.. F@(#$@#)!!

hmm.. for the past few days, i was trying to find myself.. trying to get back up.. it was just a tiny lil bump.. things got complicated.. rushed.. uncertained.. for one my grandma was admited to hospital recently.. twice in a month.. that scared me shitless.. and then there was other stuff like exams.. you.. her.. them.. him.. yata yata yata.. i just want to make one thing clear.. for all those who always want to see me fail.. especialy those in my class.. dont think i cant see past your mask.. there are some of u who are just a bunch of dickworts.. and i wont mind giving u a punch in the face.. just because i m big n u;re small doesnt mean u can take advantage... i will hit u.. although.. i never result to violence.. I'm a lover.. not a .. haha.. yeap..

beginning of the year.. all of you were like.. hahahah.. you lousy... you useless.. taunting me whenever u had the chance.. just because i dropped grades.. science especialy.. so wat? so wat if shao wan beat me??? she got a measley 70 ( i m such a sore loser rite now ).. i got .. .. 62.. T,T.. but that was just sheer luck.. i didnt have any extra class or watever.. i depend souly on my own translations of the book.. now after going through a year of you peoples countless taunts.. i've gotten back my crown of highest for science.. didnt I prove all of u wrong?? while all of you were at low 50s n 60s... i got nearly 80 haha.. not a result to brag.. but still .. just to say.. stop throwing words at me.. because.. you're really barking up the wrong tree.. and to all science students who are reading this.. u might think science is just wat? a lame subject.. one u could just take to score a free A.. sure it is easy enough to score.. think wat u want?? i dont really give a shyt about u ppl who think like this.. if u got a prob.. take it up with me ok?? dont be looking down at art students.. hell... if ''hell'' were upon us.. u'd be the first to go.. no offence though.. i think sum of the science students can make it.. haha.. just the nerds that look down on us.. well.. will suffer the fate i always think about.. dont get me wrong.. I respect you guys.. there are just a handful or more s students that think they're all high n mighty.. haha.. if we are stuck in a jungle n survi...... ah.. u get the point..

another thing.. i finaly got an A for moral.. after 5 years of waiting.. the last exam i am ever gonna take in ssg.. I GOT AN A FOR MORAL!! ahhh!!!!

last saturday.. was that wushu thing.. and boi wassit so UNWUSHU.. everyone fought like.. they just fought.. with no art.. simlpy whack.. wtf.. curse my weight.. if i werent so heavy.. i'd love to join and beat the hell out of a few names in mind.. especialy him.. that ass.. thinks his so GOOOOOoD huh?? hahah.. u havent faced me yet.. i just didnt wanna fight.. DAMMIT.. sighs.. i also want to fight emmalynn.. hahah... i dont mind turning into a girl for once and face the almighty Emms..

Top 5 people i wanna fight.. of course with all the pads la.. i dont wanna break a jaw or leg.. haha
5.. emmalynn.. hahah... i wanna see how ''powerful'' she is..
4... Joe... man.. i just wanna beat u up.. hahaha.. soft la u joe.. kekekke
3...yeong lung.. man.. i want revenge..!!!! for all those bear hugs u gave me..
2...Arthur.. he fought.. funny.. and.. i wanna try my chance fighting him..
1...Jia ren.. GRRRRRrrrrr.. whack my head all the time.. i wanna see u in pads.. n we can settle it.. without the pads also can....

realisation..

I have realised a few things over the past week... sumthings have never changed with certain people.. whether they are close or not.. people tend to not change.. sighs.. for the good.. because of this.. this makes my pot boil man.. like raising temperatures.. i wont care anymore.. if they want it that way.. FINE.. i'll be like that too.. happy?? we shall see how long it takes for the plant to grow before something runs over it.. i've already decided not to water it.. its all up to ..

i no longer care..

tired.. again...

trials are over.... i've screwed them once again.. i've screwed up.. AGAIN.. WOW.. the perfect icing on the cake.. the only thing that ever did put a smile back on me again. was a decent enough malay result.. sighs...i hope i can get a good forecast.. and maybe a good testimonial... once this is all over.. it will be RELAXATION to the max..
the change in school.. hmm.. we now finish at 1.10pm.. for form 5s of course.. poor juniours.. buahaha.. so now everyday will be another friday.. YAWN.. maybe... n i hope i can start preparing for the real thing.. i've already screwed up quite alot..

rite.. on to another new thing.. thanks to a certain sum1.. she suddenly made me so interested.. in probablt a book all of u have read a long time ago.. no.. not harry p.. or LoRings.. Angels n demons.. nother dan brown book.. i was like reading the first few pages.. and for the first time in a long time.. i suddenly had the urge to read.. i hope this is just another one of those moments... where i take interest in sumthing.. and then get bored.. coz.. this isnt really the time to be reading story books..

oh yawn..

ok.. exams .. so far.. is done.. only 2 more to go.. and i am dead tired.. both physically and mentally.. my eyes.. are sore.. and .. and.. CAN U LIKE CALL ME RITE NOW!!!??? stop watching tv... hahahaha.. that ... hmmm... nothing to blog about haihz.. complete the story?? mmm.. thinking abt it..

Melodies of life..

my life is being written on a score

i love that song.. twilights chapter 7.. OMG.. haha..

hmm

I finally decided to give this damn thing a template.. hahah long time since i did this.. always wanted to stay simple..

I GOT JAYS ALBUM!!!
better then Nov Chopin.. n this time.. he did experiment with new styles.. props to him.. sumtimes.. when u hear his songs.. they tend to sound the same .. similiar to others songs.. and people usually criticise him for doing this.. but wat do u expect?? his already one of the best.. if not the best! n after writing over 70 songs.. its amazing he still has the creativity of writing newer songs.. salutes..

the continuos..

right.. still wondering what i found in the walleT?? ohh... hahha.. should i tell... i mean that story has longed passed... its just i was lazy to type it all out again.. lol.. nyways.. the next day i went back to find her.. she wasnt actualy there ... nor did i see that dude that was with her the other day... maybe they were in skewl.. duh.. i decided to try again later in the evening.. nyways.. I myself went to school and... bleh.. same thing.. speaking about skewl.. ~switches back to reality~

oh my... trials.. hahah... what have I been doing..? hmm... last minute studying.. again.. sighs... i think i kinda blew economics.. history wasnt that bad... i think i could pass.. hahah.. had to bug ms vas about that 3 theories of islam.. was confused between Arab n China.. was it crawford or gadinho.. hah.. in the end she gave in.. n with a simple nod of the head... i managed to write the answers.. moving on to english.. ''write an article on discipline'' was it not?? anyways.. i didnt mind bitching about the uh-hums from the K1.. haha... wat a nice place to condemn n share my thoughts about ''gangsters'' yea rite.. haha.. then the 2nd Q.. i wrote about the greatest gift all.. whom only SB n Jess knows.. lol.. woops.. i typed lol.. hah.. wonder whether it annoys sum1........ ahhh...

switches back to story.. kekeekekekek

i came back in the evening.. this time i saw her standing there.. she was cute.. haha.. I approached her.. hiding the bag behind my body with one hand of course.. kekeke.. her eyes were like enlargin.. n u know that look when sum1 is like feeling.. y the hell are u coming closer n looking at me... i popped the bag out.. n she looked shocked.. she smiled and asked me where i got that bag without even giving me the chance to explain.. haha.. after telling her.. she asked me.. did u go through my wallet..? i said nope.. i turned around n said.. bye ... yee ling.. she suddenly had that dumbfounded, great just great look.. hahah.. to be continued.... or i'm just using this excuse to not continue hahah..




sighs.. memories..