hmm... tomorow is D-day... woohoo.. excitednya... hmm...gotta make sure that i bring eerything..the only thing is the korea t-shirt, thats the only thing important left... tomorow leaving at 8++pm... cant wait liao.. the sad thing is.. have to go skewl tomorow... grr...

she treated you like a dog.. she was like.. threw a bone at the dog and when the dog got a little angry, she quickly said sorry and pat it on the head...

thanks to the person who told me that.... hahaha....hmm... cant believe it... i really just cant.. hahaha... i was just stupid .. glad i came to realise.. it was all just an act... tsk.... wat the hell la... fuck all of it... it was MY real BIGGEST mistake.. i can only blame myself.. for not listening to all of them.. guys... i'm sorry for being so stubborn....T.T .... stubborn... hmmmm..... typical la... hahaha... i'm over it adey... the past is the past.... now memang... i'm sure it'll come back to that person... my dad tells me things about karma... what u do to others will come back to u... i kinda believe it too... from now on... i wanna change.... sorry min tat... hehehe... i'm serious people... i wont condemn others anymore... i hope everyone will realise that sumday... another good example is.. dont play with ppls feelings or one day, the one u really like.. will do the same to u... n you'll go crazy n depressed... heheh.... ;)thanks pop...~!

late

its late.... 10.46.... i just finished add maths n sum history... haha.. cant believe i'm saying that.. gottoo be independant now... exams coming... n believe it anot i'm actualy aiming to get at least top 3 in commerce.. hmm..its possible... i heard joanne is not going to korea... i saw her crying... pei lu said its because of the exams... she din sit for them... keong is right... seeing girls cry ..make u have that real sick/sad/argh~!/T.T .... feeling.. hmm... first time seeing joanne cry up close... weird... pity her though.. her onl chance to join a exchange program thingy... and just because of this... sighs... sad... we ''danced'' again today.. dont know if i should call it a dance anot... but... blegh..everyone else is......... So.. i found out a lot of things i never knew about a few certain people.. i'm shocked... literally... never knew... heheh....hmm.. my dad is planning to gimme less then a thou' n more then 600 to korea... SO LIL >.<.. thats really sad... i wanna buy some really cool stuff there... heard that there are loads of apparel and stuff... wont mind burning a hole in my pocket.. plus gotta get some stuff for the whole form.. must make a point to amir n xin le that u just dont give only to your own class.. humph.. but i'm just being stupid... phew.. this saturday there is gonna be a poolside birthday party... n in naims language... well prett much all the guys... there'll be hell lot of chics... in swimsuits!! hahahahahaha... i'm not being horny or anything...really..

phew

had the rehersal infront of the rest of the team... it was by far the one of the most embaressing things i've ever done >.<.. not only did we not have the music but also didnt have toe costume.... yaiks... yesterday MADRID.... YES... REAL.. MADRID... lost to TOKYO VERDICT... can u believe it... not 1-0... not 2-0... but 3-0~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... oh the horror... what has gappened to all the players ...wat has happened to spanish football... sighs... shito~!!.... 6 more days... then i'll be going ....hehe... bringing the 64mb mmcard... smart... gonna take 100 pics at least... must..... and record some stuff... must record the others dancing especially... ooooh... exciting..... hmm... lately... i'm happy... dunno y.. seems to be going very good..... everything is.. except i keep on losin to SB in Badminton now... y ????? sighs... and i'm getting sick often... flu.. sore throat... dunno wat else is gonna happen.... rite b4 korea... piano lessons later.. .dunno wat i'm gonna play to her(music teacher)..... she just lost her dog.. a car hit it... poor fela...my teacher aka my cousin.... is cried... cant imagine losing jo or bo... hm... T.T

hmm... the day is getting better already

wow amazing... finaly after so long.. i'm just gonna keep it safe now...heheh... 2more days... then party time.... jolin....gonna vote her best female artist...for fun...heheh... all of a sudden... i just like to hear her music... her voice.. so.. innocent like that... hahaha.... funny la.... tomorrow going to go shoppin at sungei wang... gonna dress joes n shing up ... pick out some ''nice'' clothes.. for them...heheh... tian kong is nice.. ni kuai le ma is the bom.. n .... hmmm... ye man you xi is jus sad...in a way.. blegh... nothing better to blog... oh yea.. yesterday..was on the fone... i heard a baby cry...n poof...''bye bye'' ran down ..hehe....dunno leh.... hor sb... ;)... n the dam doodle board.. i cant find it...grrr...eyesore... n not forgetin.. fullest condolences to sb... sighs..

she sat beside me, i felt as if love sat next to me n said..its her...

sighs... another routine day.. korea is ever so close... the japanese group is back... it seems they've gone for such a short while... sad... sighs.... never felt so ... likie this...since that time... T.T..... this is so saaaad... i feel like.... argh... who am i kiddin?? eh... it'll be back to normal.. it's been tiring... tiresom... everything.. i've been very sleepy lately... no energy... badminton also cannot keep up until the 3rd set.... weak... blegh... restless lar... hiahz... why?!?!!??!?!?!??! T.T...kik sim already... act as if nothing happened... from now on... grrrr.. i'll just avoid it... #@%@^!$^@$##@^$&%# confusing.. oh ... funny... naims in hawaii... he misses us all... thats nice to hear...lol... least his enjoying the company oh his ''damned hot'' host sis... blegh... jealousnya.... o.O

tomorrow is probably gonna be the same... same old routine day.. like any other tuesday... have to reherse that damned dance again... its honestly like a babies dance... picked from the aerobics... humph... its just an embaressment.. shes gonna embaress us~!!! hahahah.... it's up to me to modify a few steps here n there to make it cooler... ~yee wai douz~* hahah... thats wat i would say.. or sb...

sighs..

please... i beg you... dont do anything to spoil it..

sighs.. i'm in deep shit... i hope nothing happens.................anyways.. yesterday was probably the best day in football for us.. we won our first match as a team!!! sadly... without naim n jeff... sighs... it was pretty intense... we conceded most of it through setpieces... n mishaps on the left...haihz... pity pity... hmm.... KDU is like... the best school i've ever been too.. its like HUMUNGOUS~!!! AND DAMNED NICE~!!!!! facility wise....hehehe...think about moving there...hehe....

did the dncing gig... it seriously looks like.... argh.... going up on stage to make a fool of yourself.... infront of 300 ppl!! omg....die lor.. n then pei lu, poh bun, emily,kimberly n leong were all there ...T.T... embaressing ... haihz... o well.. there are sure to be worser things to come... for sure... heheh.... so b sporting once in awhile wont hurt aje? so lets see... probability n coordinate geometry tomorow... SHYT... thats sick... haihz.... n then there is that match on friday.. which i do not want to go.. since SBeng is staying back every fri... i can finish the match between him... i won first set... 15-13.. nthen 2nd set.. he win 17-15... 3rd set was ledt 8-4.. i'm LOSIN... haihz.. but not enough time.. so we shall see who the winner is on fri..kakakaka...

jolin? o.O

ni kuai le ma...

ahh... ~yawn~*... ''foo likes pei lu'' he says... ahahah... what a dip shit.. joez joez joez... never learnt huh.... pei lu......................o.O........................................ so anyways... these past few days... hmm... been quiet busy... with the korean stuff... everyday..its inching closer n closer... and then i have to dance..ARGH... me`1 danceing~~??!?!? o.O'' ... damn it... have to dress up in a damned funny costume summore.... typical... must torture me... haha... something funny happenes everytime pei lu comes to look for me at my class when there is a meeting or sumthing... the guys would shout out... ''WOI JAY CHOU ~ JOLIN LOOKING FOR U LAR~!!'' haha.. not to sound yee wai or anything..perasan.... yea..so... they said it not me.. but its just freegin hilarious .... sighs...... lotte world. i'll be hoping to see you there...

hidden agenda

standing at a hidden place.. hidden especially from view.. lookin...

hoof~* tired.. sleepy.. 10:06 am.. breaking news.. 6 bomb blasts in london.. just great.. must happen where most of my relatives stay wor.. sighs.. humph.. oh man... feel anxious now.. as if things werent bad wnough already.. anyways...yoga.................. why would anyone do yoga? specialy at that age.. weird la... haihz... red bean?? gues i'll try some tomorrow.. hehehe.... lately.. no nice things happening... got also... bad unfortunate things usually outnumber the good stuff that happens.... sighs... bad to sigh... bad luck... spell of bad wheather lately.... smile~ always..

hmm.... i seem happier today... been working out again.. still... sighs.. rainig alot lately.. hmm.. dunno y leh? stop making it rain kays? heheh.. thanks... i missed the damned lee hom concert.. somehow.. i rather go see guy concerts then female ones.. not to say i'm gay.. but... leaving jolins concert.. felt so heartbreaking.. remind me of something... whereas. leavin jays concert was... just... o well.. he'll be back... eheh... sighs.. so .. lets play answer n question ok?? i ask u about 5 qs.. n i'll answer.. them.. so..1st q..

hmph

~yawn.. i guess i'll be going to cheer 2k5 later.. haihz.. maths n add maths hw.. still got so much.. lazy do.. n i still have to do the damn class photo... wtf la.. i'm looking for that damn songs mv.. cant seem to find it at all..grrr.. wait longer?? haihz.... come back around 4++ do alil maths... yata...yata.. n then try to finish up the class foto.. n then... o welll~!!!..