ahh yes... so i stayed back today.. for joez.. n tomrow.... is my.......................dental appointment!!! ahhh~!.... sob sob... its so sad.. i hate appointments...waste of time... so anyways.. i guess u can say i'm back on form.. scored 1 today... n assisted 3 times for arthur... so p~r~o~u~d.... >.^ .... and then... after that... ahahah... i recieved a testimonial.... n it was so nice... brings back them memories huh.. o well... tired... been jogging for 1 hour everyday...futbol today...but tomorow cannot... coz dental... friday leh? badminton!!! n then continue joggin... o well... cheers..

this week n last week...kinda sucked... hmm... i dont feel good about alot of people lately.. they seem to be.... like...there is some kinda scheme...something up thier sleeve to get back at me... people have been backstabbing me lately.. because of that day... friday.....that argument between me n ben...all i wanted to do was drink some water n go help out for IU day... in the end turned out disastrous... o well.. i dunt mind not playing football for a long time anymore.. anyways.. GUYs, i just wanna say... sorry for whatever i did... AND... if u guys still want to be so ...., dunt mind me sayin this, but... think of it if u were in my shoes? you guys would shut up huh? after being shouted at? hahah... in this case... i do not really bother about wat u guys say.. because... being a close friend to Naim last time...has tot me one thing... and thats to.. dunt give a damn about what other people think or say... so... if any of u wanna say soomething bad... keep it to yourself or... say it infront of my face please... show that u have balls... n not be cowards.... anyways...there is someone certain... someone else... is angry at me too... i'm sorry too.. guess my mouth did it again.. i'm sorry...lol... i guess.... the best thing to do is to shut up whenever i;m around u huh... i finished watchin dolphins bay.... its sad.. that she must die.. the other... xiao gang tried so hard to get tian bians love but always failed... poor guy... oh yea... one last thing... i found out that.. sumtimes.. the people who really deserve to get the greatest things they ever wanted could never really get it... and the people who dont deserve it at all... they can get it just like that... i feel sorry for those... who deserve it...

this week n last week...kinda sucked... hmm... i dont feel good about alot of people lately.. they seem to be.... like...there is some kinda scheme...something up thier sleeve to get back at me... people have been backstabbing me lately.. because of that day... friday.....that argument between me n ben...all i wanted to do was drink some water n go help out for IU day... in the end turned out disastrous... o well.. i dunt mind not playing football for a long time anymore.. anyways.. GUYs, i just wanna say... sorry for whatever i did... AND... if u guys still want to be so ...., dunt mind me sayin this, but... think of it if u were in my shoes? you guys would shut up huh? after being shouted at? hahah... in this case... i do not really bother about wat u guys say.. because... being a close friend to Naim last time...has tot me one thing... and thats to.. dunt give a damn about what other people think or say... so... if any of u wanna say soomething bad... keep it to yourself or... say it infront of my face please... show that u have balls... n not be cowards.... anyways...there is someone certain... someone else... is angry at me too... i'm sorry too.. guess my mouth did it again.. i'm sorry...lol... i guess.... the best thing to do is to shut up whenever i;m around u huh... i finished watchin dolphins bay.... its sad.. that she must die.. the other... xiao gang tried so hard to get tian bians love but always failed... poor guy... oh yea... one last thing... i found out that.. sumtimes.. the people who really deserve to get the greatest things they ever wanted could never really get it... and the people who dont deserve it at all... they can get it just like that... i feel sorry for those... who deserve it...

sighs... shit... thats the situation i'm in now... lol.... anyways... stayed back till 4:30... sis had upsr thingy.... had the chance.... but lost it... so close yet so far.. .sighs... just my darn luck lor hor?? runsig/sam fu/ not feeling rite at the mo... feel like picking up the fone n dialing the number that comes through my mind.. no mood pula... didnt get to watch 2nd n 3rd tide after all... sighs.. wasted chances i have a lot.... not taking them is such waste.. yatayatayata~~ nothing much to write.. except like... i'm thinking abt ... this story.. i once heard... pissed me off... yet... sad...

one day... the was this guy... who loves this girl alot... i'm just gonna label them as (guy who loves the girl = A ) (girls bf =B) ... so 1 day... B took girl out to a grocerie store.. yea? n then... coincidently... A was there... woah~... so... b paid for it n asked girl to take it out to the car... the car was accross the street... opposite the store... ironically... A n the girl goes out at the same time.. a saw girl walk across n all of a sudden... girl drops something n tries to pick it up.. a car was heading straight for her... at this moment....B came out n saw the car... heading straight for girl... sadly..he was scared to the a thing.. n just stoned there.... so A runs n pushes her away... girl fell... n her head knocked against the pavement... she was uncouncious... as A tried to revive her... B ran across.. pushed A away... and.. wow... at that moment again.. girl wakes up n sees B !!! n says thank u for saving my life... so... A.. was...devastated.. risking his life... n B... was just...lucky...

as arrived at school yesterday... i noticed that none of the footballers were there... n i just remembered... they've gone to jj for lunch... serves me right anyway for turning up late.... i met up wiith gary at the field and then put my bag at the usual place where all of us put our stuff... thn i decided to go to the hall.. no so hot compared to outside... eric was there... so was yau... sighs... i felt it was boring there n probably a disturbance to them becuase they were on duty... so i left to go to the canteen.. yet again.. i found nothing.... sad... ended up having a conversation with mrs hor abt... couples... it was hilarious... didnt realise... n hour n a hlaf passed by n naim arrived... took of from the hall to the field.. then changed into footballin attire... we won .... 11-0 i think... i scored one of them... finally... it was a damned hot day yesterday...

and about today... it was just pain the entire day... headache and a stomach ache... today really did pass by in a blink of an eye... loasds of questions to do for sejarah... and i've got to pass up tomorow... just great huh...

~yawn~* today indeed was a long day... nothin to do....... turned out boring... lame party just now... dunt even know them...that sucks.. i found out something.. its shocking really... he didnt really shut up abt it... annoying la... gotta tell him to quit it... o well~ tomrow... have to go to open day... frendly match.. at 2pm... so freegin late...loads of work to do summore... 30 pages... 5 so far... n lisan on monday... agh.. going crazy... going crazy.... anyone watched aviator yet? chun movie.... yet sad... sighs.. those who like leonardo di carprio should watch.. can see his butt...lol... anyways... i cant really sleep rite now... though it is getting late... i dont know y.. but somethin is keeping me awake...n yet... my mind is empty... like... blank....T.T.... i'm...gettin weird...sighs..

blegh... grrrr....jeff.... that guy.... some vietnamese food.... i hope you;re reading this....lol...... o well... din do much today... this weekend is gonna seem r~e~a~l long.. out tomorow...whole day.... sunday ...open day... n then monday lisan... i gotta prepare everything...... sighs... exams next month... pressure....haha... talk about pressure now...

i cant believe it... i just cant... everyday.... my phone rings... hoping ... hoping its her... but it never is.... first thing i do all the time i pick up the fone nowadays is just ..''his out'' instead of saying helo.. in marvins words... this situation is just called sad... yea... i guess i have to agree with him this time... after so long.. i still long for a chance to talk again... hahah........... fantasy.....lol... pfft~* all dreams after all...

it rained today.... that sucked... tomorow got lisan, add math test.... that sucks too....... argh!! n i lost my FONature wrist band.... o well.... just my darn luck huh.. T.T....... nothing else interesting happened today...... except i lanci play piano infront of ben juz now in the hall...i think i played qt, an jinh n jie kou...lol ......... so funny..... his reaction...... sighs~ i'm thinkin of stopping futbol fer the school team.. i'm lke wtf man... T.T few weeks passed...in my class.... its ok after all..... happy... or so i am......

o well.... its been a long time...... my modem is finaly upn goin again..... nothing much happenin.... sadly.... dunt feel like bloggin lately...sighs....

sighs......... 1.40am...... sunday........ another day that's gonna turn out like a routine ..... but i choose not to go out with my mom n sis........ bloody pissed me off that mother of mine...... anyway.... sports day was hot n nice at the same time........ dunt know y..... i was penjaga lorong........ sad...... wtf kinda job is that man.... walk up n down asking them to get off the track......grrr.. but luckily.......she was there too..... and phew.... she was like playing around.... at least it wasnt boring....... she was there..... LUCKY Me..... sighs....... sad she didn win the race though..... 2nd i think...... we went of to play futsal again........ n boi.... that bloody dog choose naim n joe zer in his team.......... fuker always choose the best..... my team was only kay me n ben..... kayshaun was even in dogs team man....... walau........ first time so freegin pissed.......... a point to prove... proven...muahaha... we beat them...... not once .......... but twice... i had to play ''rough''.... so says them... i felt i played normal....... but just ran more only.... i scored the winner summore...... tai sei..... hehehe.... n yesterday...... was saturdat.......... nothing much abt yesterday....axcept for manutd giving chelsea the title.... n arsenal the 2nd spot..... typical man utd....