this week n last week...kinda sucked... hmm... i dont feel good about alot of people lately.. they seem to be.... like...there is some kinda scheme...something up thier sleeve to get back at me... people have been backstabbing me lately.. because of that day... friday.....that argument between me n ben...all i wanted to do was drink some water n go help out for IU day... in the end turned out disastrous... o well.. i dunt mind not playing football for a long time anymore.. anyways.. GUYs, i just wanna say... sorry for whatever i did... AND... if u guys still want to be so ...., dunt mind me sayin this, but... think of it if u were in my shoes? you guys would shut up huh? after being shouted at? hahah... in this case... i do not really bother about wat u guys say.. because... being a close friend to Naim last time...has tot me one thing... and thats to.. dunt give a damn about what other people think or say... so... if any of u wanna say soomething bad... keep it to yourself or... say it infront of my face please... show that u have balls... n not be cowards.... anyways...there is someone certain... someone else... is angry at me too... i'm sorry too.. guess my mouth did it again.. i'm sorry...lol... i guess.... the best thing to do is to shut up whenever i;m around u huh... i finished watchin dolphins bay.... its sad.. that she must die.. the other... xiao gang tried so hard to get tian bians love but always failed... poor guy... oh yea... one last thing... i found out that.. sumtimes.. the people who really deserve to get the greatest things they ever wanted could never really get it... and the people who dont deserve it at all... they can get it just like that... i feel sorry for those... who deserve it...