i've not felt like there was worth anything to be expressed.. but for the past few months.. i've been one hell of a wreck.. what the f(*&^(& is wrong with me.. you know how pathetic it is to look at myself in the mirror looking all busted up??

i can only say... all the hurt n pain... i brought it down to my ownself.. i'm a dick to my ownself.. i should have been... sighs..