nearly..

ah... its been nearly 2 weeks after exam.. somehow i feel pretty nervous.. SPM is coming... shyt...excited for the holidays.. which will definitly turn into a month and a half of pure boredom... n then that damn exam... so anyways.. not gonna talk about exams for awhile..

lets see... i jst found out something very depressing today... it came just like that.. smack right into the face... T.T sighs... i'm not gonna think about it.. i'll use that as an Xcuse to forget.. hehe.. i cant believe it.. just like that.. ahh.. it'll be over in a few tears..

another thing.. TODAY WAS A COMPLETE BORE~!! ARGH>>> not gonna come skewl tomorow.. definitly.. waste my time only... shyty econs.. shty add maths.. blegh.. english especially... hell ~!!! tomorow got music lesson... ARGH.. another thing that pisses me off... i had to skip hip hop.. coz.. its completely a waste of time.. bloody piss me off.. argh~!!.. GRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrr... feelng pretty pissed off..

it'll be over soon enough..

ah... its been nearly 2 weeks after exam.. somehow i feel pretty nervous.. SPM is coming... shyt...excited for the holidays.. which will definitly turn into a month and a half of pure boredom... n then that damn exam... so anyways.. not gonna talk about exams for awhile..

lets see... i jst found out something very depressing today... it came just like that.. smack right into the face... T.T sighs... i'm not gonna think about it.. i'll use that as an Xcuse to forget.. hehe.. i cant believe it.. just like that..

another thing.. TODAY WAS A COMPLETE BORE~!! ARGH>>> not gonna come skewl tomorow.. definitly.. waste my time only... shyty econs.. shty add maths.. blegh.. english especially... hell ~!!! tomorow got music lesson... ARGH.. another thing that pisses me off... i had to skip hip hop.. coz.. its completely a waste of time.. bloody piss me off.. argh~!!.. GRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrr... feelng pretty pissed off..

it'll be over soon enough..

ah... its been nearly 2 weeks after exam.. somehow i feel pretty nervous.. SPM is coming... shyt...excited for the holidays.. which will definitly turn into a month and a half of pure boredom... n then that damn exam... so anyways.. not gonna talk about exams for awhile..

lets see... i jst found out something very depressing today... it came just like that.. smack right into the face... T.T sighs... i'm not gonna think about it.. i'll use that as an Xcuse to forget.. hehe.. i cant believe it.. just like that..

another thing.. TODAY WAS A COMPLETE BORE~!! ARGH>>> not gonna come skewl tomorow.. definitly.. waste my time only... shyty econs.. shty add maths.. blegh.. english especially... hell ~!!! tomorow got music lesson... ARGH.. another thing that pisses me off... i had to skip hip hop.. coz.. its completely a waste of time.. bloody piss me off.. argh~!!.. GRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrr... feelng pretty pissed off..

thinking..

i had a great day today.. i didn need to think so much.. i decided to go out... i went to the aquarium.. saw real weird n huge fish... blegh.. waste of money.. but worth it... i gotta stop thinking so much..i have practically been going crazy... i keep my mind off it by starting to draw again... going out alot.. talking to more people.. but when i'm back alone at home in my room.. i start to think again.. sighs.. my closest frenz cant even help.. i'm getting weird.. wats goten into me...

life

i woke up this morning... feeling puzzled.. i went over to my phone.. it really was a dream.. sighs... bummer..... went to skewl ... todays wednesday... koko was football.. that was great.. phew... i played football for the first time... with concentration.. hahahaha...buahaha... i almos scored twice. damn iskanda saved twice... kicked rite at him.... WHY~!!!!?? T.T... after that.. Mabil dindt come in ..again~!! grrrr... i'll nver know my eng marks this way. haihz.. jess asked me to go down with her.. to the dman bookshop.. amazingly.. she came!!!!! shocking indeed... somethings weird.. shes been.... quiet.. sighs... (again..) i'm starting to lose that feeling again.. which is good for me.. my exam results ae gradually increasing.... except for ad maths.. still stuck at 26.. T,T AHHH!!!! lailis period today was just.. nothing.. waste of time.. listend to 4 of jays new songs.. thanks to yong tze.. buahah..... damn nice man his songs.. i tot it'll suck coz he was to busy with movies than writing songs.. but it got better... wohoo~!! cant wait for it to come out.... i sound like a girl~!!>.<.. plans for the weekends?? hmm.. maybe go out with sai beng or jess n co... having a get together.. NEXT WEEK... not this saturday... i wanna watch goal..! and.. and... narnia.. hmm...maybe that adam sandler movie.. blegh.. dunno la.. alot of movies to watch during the hols.. heheh....

NOvembers chopin - Jay Chou (nov 1st)

haha.. finaly.. his new album'll be out.. yay~!! kekekeke... oh well.. today.. was so funny.. i saw this.... lazy blog already..

Full hse!!

I think I - Byul

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn't a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
but I don't want to make excuses anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

why didn't I know that it was you,
why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

Cant believe it.. this is one of those damn good dramas.. finished it in 3 days... actualy i watched it long time ago already.. got the dvd for a cheap price... watched it about twice.. hehe.. there are other s that i wanna watch.. waiting for april snow.. !!

i tried my best..

hmm... exams over.. finally.. the 2 week long ordeal.. now we can look forward to SPM!! DUM DUM DUM!!! T.T thats just great ainnit...

i do think like it..

Feeling each other, knowing each other
I hope that maybe one day we’ll say “I do.”
I want to say in front of our friends
That we are more than just friends
That we will be together forever, “I Do.”
And I, I want to know
If I’m the only one feeling this way
Or if you also dream of us being together forever.


I do, I do.
I want to be with you forever, I do.
Whenever I’m with you
I think to my self I do, I do.
I want to spend my life with you,
I dream of us together, I do.
And when I finally say I do,
I hope I’m by your side
And you by my side.

Holding hands, walking side by side
Do you also feel that we belong together forever
And I, I need to know
If I’m the only one feeling this way
Or if you also dream of us being together forever.

I do, I do.
I want to be with you forever, I do.
Whenever I’m with you
I think to my self I do, I do.
I want to spend my life with you,
I dream of us together, I do.
And when I finally say I do,
I hope I’m by your side
And you by my side.

Our love is new
And it’s too early to tell
But I can’t help but dream, I do
I do, I do
I can’t help but dream, I do.

well.. ad maths is finally over.. then i'm going to ms guitars concert... free show for one hour.. T.T just getting prepared.... well.. wat else?? got sejarah n pdagangan paper 2 results... 46 n 61 respectiveily... thats so sad!!! T.T... hmm.. sad day today... well... i'm changing my mind.. my word might not mean anyhing.. i risk risking everything... but its for her own good.. i'm gonna force her... i cant help it.. just sitting here.. thinking that shes skiping skewl.. n following her frenz... not studying at all.. exam is coming.. somehow.. i'll try to make her go to skewl... last few weeks.... i hate to do it.. i might be just a peanut... but.. if u choke on a peanut... can die o.. so.. there is still some chance... aza aza fighting!!!

forgetting... like trying to forget a.b.c.d.e.f.g...

haih... so much happend since i last updated this damn thing.. for those who continue to read this thing... hahah... its like once a month update... well.. at least i can tell what has happened over the past month... since tha day about jia ren... i havent really spoken to him... the only thing was when i wished him happy birthday and he said thanks.. blegh.. that all.. i had a plan to study last month... to get well prepared for the finals.. yet again.. no will power.. ^^.. as usual.. i'm always last minute studying.. so the exams have arrived.... i missed bmalay... n history paper 1.. hmm.... vasinthi say i could have a chance to sit for it.. laili.. say n puts it like i'm never to sit for the malay exam.. haihz... damn gastric.. had it since wednesday around last week.. but it subsided after all... hmm.. sej paper2 was ok.. easier then i expected... then science too was quite easy... till the objective paper came... surprisingly.. it was difficult.. econs.. HELL... as usual .. that paper always puts me off.. humph... funny thing.. i hadn had a word with her for quite some time now... havent seen her for quite a bit too... she seems to be skipping school.. and often.. i would encourage her to come n study... but.. sighs.. u cant change a girl who wont want to... obviously.. had dazzling pics of her. hoho..haihz... nuff bout her... back to wat haappend over the month... hmmm.. practically.. nothing.. just the same old routine.. go home.. workout? sleep?tv? eat? sighs... one things for sure... this year i would say is the best year... especialy ............... ~why~ !!!!aza aza fighting!! u can do it lu!... ~.^