o well~~~ life goez on

hahah..... i know a very bad thing..... usualy this sorta thing would make me like....... but then...... i'm happy anyways..... i cant change this things..... not my decision after all...... dun like forcin too....... so...... i hope that it would work out n happiness will go that direction...... this year isnt turning out into a bad one....or a good one...for once..... this should rather be a confusing year..... i just dunno what to think or expect anymore...... i guess i'll just switch off for the rest of the year.... i'm starting to lose everythin.... i'm probably going crazy......

y....

yesterdays jay concert just flashed pass.... nothing o shout about actualy.... we were more like watching it from the big screen....bummer...... his piano playing dam ying la... and he was so cool when he did the freestlye thigy with his mouth n said malaysia..... he sang rasa sayang in the middle of qt....n that was like wow..... everyone was so shocked....lol ..... but the firs song was the fnuniest of all...... he coughed.....hhahaha....whilst singin... at least we know he didnt lip sync the entire time.....
this morning turned out to be real shity.... futsal didnt go as plan...bloody joez.... now i'm just tired from walking all the way back from care4.... now got loads of add m3 n m3...

..i dunno

damn.... what to do... so frustrated.... heartaches are back again... school was as usual again....boring... n.....dull..... did the bio chapter test thing..... n no one really took it seriously....haih.... the people in my class..... normal la... better then nothing i guess.... tomorow....they say got football....but i'm not so sure.... i have a bad leg.... n i'm still gonna play.... dammit.... grrr..... i need another 1300.... if i were to ger 6630..... guess i'll just save until my birthday.... i estimate around.....1750 by the time my birthday arrives.... so.... all my dad has to put in is another 550...... not bad..... why ar? so many people all of a sudden got k700....like...its so common now....fuck it.... i'm gonna change..... jayz concert in another 3 days..... but i guess.... i wont be able to enjoy the whole thing.... cause...shes not there..

...o well

what can i do?? it doesnt feel the same anymore.... i cant control the ball like last time... i feel.... this is gonna end ssg's hope for msskl's trophy... please.... o please.... dont let this be a repeat of last years luck.... 2004 was probably the worst i've ever experienced... ever!!...... saturday was not bad... played futsal against a couple of 25 year olds.... slided one of em....my most proud moment.... but then my leg burnt....geseran lor.... lol.... today play football again.... so fuked up.... took a shot from around 50 metres out n completely missed kicked it....crap.... haihz...

shoot shoot!

sigh~~ few weeks in to the new year.. and nothing much intrestin to do.. i cant really do add maths homework....eric has the text book.. hmm... i've the jie kou n QLX piano score.... jie kou can play properly already... just need time to memorize... qlx score haven print yet... my bro dnwant to help me print....damn...
lately.. i'm just so obsessed with samurais... my blog...as u can see....has a samurai....sadly in anime form.... n my phone theme is samurai too.... dunno y...but i find them pretty cool.....
alright......now just siting here... thinking as usual.... what did i do wrong? all i ever did was care... n i've been treated like..... haih...... anyways.... the edge of reason is a very girly film.... its so.... so...... girly......ahahahah.... hi5 got all this survey q thingys..... took the liberty to answer few of em...... cause got no hobby nowadays......haih... oh wel...~~

firdays...

holy hell...... its like so farking hot today...... this afternoon was like...... so bright n hot...... cant even open my eyes properly...... damn..made two mistakes....didnt control the ball at all.... sighs...... tomrow got more football....... 1 at 10am, and the other at 4pm....... looks like its gonna be a day of footie :)

i've juz spoken to a friend.... n wat she/him says... is somewhat true......dang... i should not despise her.... hatred....... sighs...

anyway, this year is prob gonna be a very interesting year cause the subjects are so freegin interesting..... but there is add maths...n thats brain bobblin... only a few weeks left till the jay concert...... my music teacher ask me go... she says its a good exp.... seeing that she went to the last one... the other day...... jay sang jie kou on mtv....live!! n it like... sucked man!!! he was like breaking n singing off key so many times.... dissapointing..... wang lee hom not bad now man.... he got new album.... but cant buy... :< currently saving money for a very expensive thing..... 4 digit nmber.... gonna take me a few months.... (yet again....i shall do it again) sighs~...

2k5

this would just have to be my first post of 2k5... 3 weeks didnt post anything.... felt lazy....hehehe..... anyways.... i went to Shang Hai on the 27th.... one day after the tsunami catastrophe..... wtf man..... so sad..... right after christmas..... back to china, it was like freezing cold....all i could think of was here.... warm....... now when i'm here...... i think of china....nice n cool....
School juz started last week..... n i'm sitting beside eric..... the smartest guy in the form....... feel so stupid siting beside him......but stronger n taller....ahahahaha.... first few days were nerve wrecking days.... too bad naim is in ScI.... i'm in Sc2.... the ppl in my class are not bad lor....i'm asst monitor...how embaressing....
about today...ugh.... add maths was somewhat really confusing.... even josh said he has no idea.... its so crazy la.... i find bio, physics n chemistry so far quite interesting.... n wif eric beside me.... he can teach me a few of maths thigys.... great !!! looks like this year is gonna be great.... bye bye 2k4....