its been constantly raining... rain... rain .. rain.. tears... remember? haha.. guess i should just shut up right.. aiiigh..

i hate presentations.. why do i get so nervous infront of my own social-lites.. this is just so not me.. arent i always confident and brave around ma own peers? shyt... !! blegh..

things i just have to do or achieve b4 going to Australia..
-get a good enough TER .. or not i have to stay here for another damn year.. (@#*@@!!
-save enough money for a PS3
-workout more!! must get nicer body uhum~uhum~* no one knows how difficult it is to get a bulging 6 pack... haha 8 pack? so 300-ish..
-b4 i go .. i must _______________________________________________(secret)
-be less cowardice...

damn econs.. i shouldnt have bullshyt so much.. and i shouldnt have said.. ''ahhhh lazy la.. probably get full marks''... belgh.... at least i proved my point.. may they feel fear as the wrath of ... ME ... is upon them... but i cant seem to really score for my quantitative subjects.. T,T i'm still sturggling for Acc and as for maths.. i'm a bit lost.. SZ, how are you gonna pull this one off this time.. sighs..

goodluck charms do exist.. thanks..



inspiration..? yea...

i just hope i dont repeat the same mistakes i did last time.. man.. why did i drag myself into this mess.. sighs.. i have faith in You.. don't make this a mess.. please??