ah.. back again to the dissappointments.. is there ever gonna be an end.. i doubt so.. right?? its everlasting.. sighs... i tell myself everyday.. dont expect much.. dont have high hopes.. dont get to excited yet.. ''dont let your heart take over your mind''.. how the hell do u do that?? so sickining.. the feeling.. when u get your heartbroken.. i knew it was coming.. its like a movie u watched over n over again.. u know whats coming.. but .. u always have that feeling after the shocks passed... what am i ever supposed to do when the BIG GUY is playing with my mind all the time. especially when i am asleep.. blegh... no topic sentence eh... hahaha.. just a random thought...