tired..

barely a few minutes to midnite.. i'm feeling tired.. its been a long time since i last posted anything.. its the 4th month of the year.. 6 months to sPM.. wat have i done so far?? nothing much.. haihz.. i'm screwed.. i'd be lucky if i got good results... i just dunt know.. the mood's not kicking in yet.. nowadays.. i get back.. i toss my bag on the floor.. n all of a sudden.. yea.. i cant focus on other stuff... lots of things have been goin in and out of my mind.. sighs.. maybe there will be one day.. where i start to realise.. realise that, that problem .. is no longer there... no use thinking about it.. wat happened is over. history.. though the toughts have drifted a lil away from mind.. confused.. i dont even know wat i'm typing..

sometime i feel like wanting to do good.. wake up for once.. without hearin shit from people.. early in d morning.. that'll make my day.. for once.. have a peaceful day...i know this story.. thats stuck in my head.. about this person.. who owned a small restraunt .... he had problems of his own... really bad financial problems.. he was really.. sad....depressed n had a troubled mind.. one night he sat at his restraunt.. just sitin there.. thinking.. suddenly.. a beggar.... came n asked for sum food.. without hesitation.. the man gave him some food.. n even sum money out of his own pocket..with the problems of his own.. none would have thought he would do such a thing...but he did it in the end..even at troubled times.. take the time to think.. n do a good deed.. do good.. n be a someone..

its late.. hah.. i hope u realise.. the thoughts of u still linger in my mind..