sighs~~

i was literaly tearing yesterday.... i knew that when we lost 3-2 it was partialy my fault... eventhough jia ren scored that own goal.... he broke down in tears...so did ben after the game... i felt sorry for kayson... he worked so hard and everything..... they hit us hard.... and fast..... at the beggining.. it was my first start..... i was shaky......and so i did a vital mistake that led to them scoring....... after that.... how they scored the 2nd? well...... they lobbed the ball to thier forward...... i couldnt do anything.... he was already in the box.....if i went it.... he would just dive n we would have conceded the penalty...... later......we found out..... half the opposition team consisted of state players..... the captain....whom me n joez met on the train....a few days ago.... was real friendly....he was a state player too.....selected ones... he said we played good.........and should not be upset....... and tried harder for nex yr.....sighs...

i did my oral exam today...25.......only!! T.T....shyt.... i tot it was like...no nerves man.... then i went up...and...poof...forgotten everything......haihz