boredom...or reincarnation?

hmmm....decided to reanimate my blog...this time...its gonna have small things tht would remind me of her.... anyways... this couple days been tough for me...i'm real down lately...bcuz.....nah..dunwan to talk abt it...i wish...that it would all be like normal again.. sighs...things like this would drive me to depression...i duno y..